I am still here. Still trying to get in shape and lose a few pounds. I have been exercising but eating has been so so. I am good for a few weeks and bad for a few weeks. So of course that is not conducive to losing weight. I have to get this weight off; it has been too long. I am up to 130. I need to be at MOST 115. Less would be better.
I am having heart pain. The doctor diagnosed pericarditis about two years ago. Ever since then it comes and goes. It stays for a couple weeks, then gets better for a couple weeks. I get depressed when I have chest pain. It feels like I don't have my health anymore. And I can't exercise too strenuously or I feel like it might make things worse for my heart. And I worry that if this continues, it will damage my heart. But there is no definitive cause and no quick cure. Anti-inflammatories. It is hard to focus on diet and exercise when my chest hurts and I worry about my health. I feel depressed. Pericarditis can be caused by a virus. I am thinking back to when I had pneumonia twice in 2009. That was the same year as the swine flu. I wasn't diagnosed with swine flu, but maybe I had it. I'm thinking that maybe the pericarditis is a complication of the swine flu or whatever virus I had in 2009. Because it started the second time I got sick. Just my thoughts.
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Still Here
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Wednesday, April 4, 2012
No good news about weight loss.
OK. So I am not doing well right now in the weight loss department. I don't have my eating under control. Too many sweets. The 3 pounds or so that I lost, I've gained back so I'm back at square one. Losing weight is hard. I'm just not getting a handle on it. I get side tracked very easily. I feel like I am being pulled in too many directions. I have trouble focusing. I'm constantly interrupted which makes me lose my focus, which makes me want to give up. So no good news to report sadly. I am getting my chest pain checked out at the doctor. So far, tests come back normal. Maybe that means it is stress.
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Monday, February 6, 2012
Just a quick note
Just a quick note to talk about the gap in posts on this blog between Dec 2009 and now. They were a really difficult, despairing, and despondent two years. Mostly because of the stress of the economy. Both my husband and I work in the housing/construction sector and both our jobs/employers were HIT HARD and AT THE SAME TIME. In addition, my husband's employer was experiencing personal problems that added additional uncertainty to his job security. Over at my job, we lost about 50% of our work force. I saw two grown men cry over losing their jobs. Let's just say, it STUNK! I can't stress enough how stressful a time it was for us both.
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February
I lost a pound and a half. It is not much and it is much less than my January goal of four to five pounds, but . . . . . . I am feeling more energy and I think my stomach is smaller. I can tell I'm getting in shape. I just need to keep going.
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Friday, January 6, 2012
January Start
I have started to try and lose this weight. I did ok with my eating this week. I am starting slow. I exercised three times this week. Hopefully it won't be too hard to lose this weight.
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Friday, October 7, 2011
Puff!
These past two years have been a strange blur. I don't feel like myself. I decided to go back to school to become a teacher and it has taken over my life. School pushed my fitness off my radar. I gained 17 pounds over the last two years. Now I weigh only about 6 pounds less then when I was 9 months pregnant, full term. . . . Yeah. . . .I'm out of breath a lot and can't climb steps without huffing and puffing. My hands also swell. In short, I'm a puff! A puff muffin.
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Saturday, December 5, 2009
Sick
I got pnumonia again and a sinus infection. It's been really tough. I've been sick for three weeks. Needless to say I am not exercising. But I am trying to eat lots of vegetable and fruits and take my vitamins. I was about 121.5 when I first got sick. Now I am about 117.5. The weight loss is from being sick. I am also a little depressed. I can't do much right now. Just surviving.
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