I have been on such a emotional roller coaster with regards to my job. One day the economy looks good and my job is going well and the next day, things are looking bleak. I am getting tired of it.
I did get to run in a 1 mile race about a week ago. I had a really good time. It has been a long time since I did a race and it was so fun! My time was 8:57 which is not really good BUT I looked back at some old races that I have done in the past. 12 years ago I did a mile race in 8:56 when I was 12 YEARS younger. So I thought that was good that I haven't lost much in 12 years. But most importantly I had a blast! There is a 5k coming up in a couple of weeks that I would like to do.
My diet is not going super good right now. I haven't been focusing on that and my desire is not there. I just don't seem to care right now for some reason. It does feel good not too worry about it too much but then other times I feel like I'm "out of control" in some way. It is kind of weird, I don't know how to explain it.
Here's a pic from vacation.
